*God's love
It seems that as Christians we seem to count on God to give us a happy and smooth-sailing life. and we yet we become so discouraged when little trials and tribulations come our way. God really does have the loveliest way of comforting us and giving us the strength to go on with life..
i dont think ive been in the best state recently for a multitude of reasons and it seemed horribly bleak for this long while - with sorrow piling on sorrow so much so that sometimes i wonder if it doesnt just fill up your entire capacity to keep this inside , and that if you can see it in my eyes even when i try so hard to mask it.
lately has been filled with questions, uncertainty and what-ifs and such shallowness. and in the midst of it all it felt as if it was all too much and that i had pulled myself away from -being-. and yet when it felt that it cldnt get any worse, God reached out to me in the strangest and sweetest of ways, on an accquiantance's blog:
Three times I pleaded with God to take it away from me. But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses...in hardships... in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong."- 2 Cor: 12: 8-10
and i just felt the tears well up as He really loves me so much, so much more that i could even love Him back, even while the world is ever so cruel. This unconditional love that gives me the strength to make it through each day, to offer each day up to Him and to break free of the bonds of fear
SWEETlove
11:28 pm
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