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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Today wasnt a good day by any means. Sigh, made some stupid mistakes annd also a few upset ppl arnd me. It seems a good day for ppl to be breaking down.

Anyway what i reali wanted to vent abt was R**!! ahhh. ok i know that it's NOT a dance group and that most of them ARENT dancers.. BUT i expect a certain level of commitment! IF you're not coming then i very well expect you to tell me before hand. It's common courtesy.

and i suppose that im just particularly pissed at one person cos i know you told your friend who happened to mention it unwittingly to me that you JUST told him you werent coming to dance. and i happened to know also since i received the msg at 4am that you slept late and hence prob not want to come for dnace at 10am. i even gave you the benefit of the doubt and ever told my friend that since you DIDNT msg me you were just going to come late. well, turns out i was WRONG. and in a sense that pisses me off even more since ther and i felt that you wld be committed to this. well you proved me wrong again and you dont show me in any way in the practises that you do come down for thaT you can be responsible.

honestly if you dont want to commit the whoole way then dont join in the fist place. i think this is happenng in float too and that just makes me kinda more pissed cos i kwno how stressed Jo is.

and that's the problem with medicine ppl. if you give ANYONE ANYTHING to do, we'll be able to do it cos we're ALL so capable. the prob is that IF we dont feel it's worth our time, even if it's our responsibility, we just dont do it. and most of us can comment, but when asked to take up the leadership position in the first place, everyone shuns away. as someone aptly put it: all those who can do dont want to do, so all those who cant do are doing it. i guess that pisses me off.

and i guess this post is the result of hearing 3 different groups bitch abt numerous operation/camp/people today.

SWEETlove
12:36 am